Drowning in a sea of tears
Weeping in my solitary space
Laughing and joking merrily
When anyone looks at me
Drowning in a sea of fear
Cowering in an empty room
Standing tall and acting brave
When anyone looks at me
Drowning in a sea of hate
Tearing my flesh in private
Smiling and showering love
When anyone looks at me

Drowning in a sea of despair
Alone I hide my confusion
Acting as if I have it figured out
When anyone looks at me

Drowning in a sea of pretence
Constantly wearing my mask
Falling apart and crumbling
If anyone looked closely